If time ever told me that I could only have one last thing to say to you, one final plea to try and make you understand how it is I feel, it wouldn’t be “I love you.” It wouldn’t be “this was all pre-destined.” and it wouldn’t be “one day you’ll regret this decision.” Although it would be heart wrenching, I would look into your eyes and say “to love, is to find freedom in it’s truest sense and I would only hope one day you are able to let yourself be enveloped by the full intensity of that emotion.” Those would be my final words of goodbye to you. It is only then that hope will have finally faded away and courage would help me go on. But always know a part of me will say: “soul wants you, heart needs you. For you I was willing to try.”
"God, Eddie," She said excitedly. "Isn’t fucking just the greatest thing that ever was?".. "Sure is," I replied blandly, trying to hide my shock. This was 1943 remember, when women were not supposed to talk about sex openly, certainly not to the extent of describing how much they liked it. But Norma Jean began discussing sex with a surprising openness and naturalness i had never experienced with any other women. Her enthusiasm had an air of innocence all the same, but at a time when sex was considered something dirty, not really a fit discussion topic for polite company, Norma Jean’s approach was something else! I discovered later that a number of top female screen stars had similarly foul mouths, but at the time i found Norma Jean’s sexual precocity, with its dismaying verbal accompaniment, hard to swallow. Nice young men from Midwest certainly did not encounter what was such a vulgarity. My mother would have fainted!
"Can you imagine…" she said, with that air of total innocence, "the greatest thing in life is free – orgasm. All those great feelings are free. You know, that feeling when there’s a cock in your c*nt, and you’re just laying there and like… these waves of wonderful feeling come over you. To me, that’s the most beautiful thing in the world, Eddie. Two people fucking, just reaching inside each other for their souls."